Sunday, February 8, 2009

Check out the frames

So here’s the deal I have to wear my glasses, I hate that it makes me look like a middle schooler. Grrr… I don’t want to wear them but I need to because my eyes get so tired after reading for a while that it totally ruins my study time.

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Saturday, February 7, 2009

Living Courageously….

I think next semester I’ll take a writing course, I love reading the words of amazing female writers like Jane Austin, Charlotte Bronte and any woman who dared to think outside the confines of the world she lived in. When I think of how women of limited means were forced to live it makes me angry and terribly sad. I know Jane Austin remained single, and she lived through her art and seemed entirely happy with that arrangement. I don’t see why I would be any different.

I don’t want to marry, not anymore. I used to dream of having the perfect life, but now I understand that doesn’t exist. All I have to depend on is myself nothing is guaranteed. In addition to that; life is too short and for me that means there is no time to waste.

Kisses

     Love Lorey

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Out of balance, out of whack…..

I feel so out of balance that I can’t even put it into words; I have been so focused on school and assignments that I haven’t given myself any time to read for fun, to exercise, do yoga or even practice meditation. I feel constantly drained, regardless of how much sleep I get I never feel rested, the other day I slept almost 12 hours straight and still I feel more and more on edge, I am constantly stressed anxious and more than that I keep getting bad headaches which leads me to take pills to get rid of it. I am so frustrated with myself that I don’t even know what to do anymore. I wish I could take yoga, I miss it so much, and I miss how relaxed I felt afterward. I’m going to put balance back in my life and that is all there is to it. I’m making a schedule for myself that I will probably have to get used to but I will thank myself for it in the end. Even if it means less time to aimlessly wonder through the channels on TV it will be a small sacrifice. Balance is what I need and damn it I’m going to get it.

Out of balance, out of whack…..

I feel so out of balance that I can’t even put it into words; I have been so focused on school and assignments that I haven’t given myself any time to read for fun, to exercise, do yoga or even practice meditation. I feel constantly drained, regardless of how much sleep I get I never feel rested, the other day I slept almost 12 hours straight and still I feel more and more on edge, I am constantly stressed anxious and more than that I keep getting bad headaches which leads me to take pills to get rid of it. I am so frustrated with myself that I don’t even know what to do anymore. I wish I could take yoga, I miss it so much, and I miss how relaxed I felt afterward. I’m going to put balance back in my life and that is all there is to it. I’m making a schedule for myself that I will probably have to get used to but I will thank myself for it in the end. Even if it means less time to aimlessly wonder through the channels on TV it will be a small sacrifice. Balance is what I need and damn it I’m going to get it.